I've just nominated a colleague for a very prestigious award. It wasn't like me to do that because I usually think of myself first. I would usually say that it's me who should be nominated for such awards. As I was composing my nomination letter, a realization suddenly struck me. I grasped that I'm no longer motivated to be the best at what I do.
It has been like that since the beginning of 2011. I have been telling myself that I will pick up my pace again, hopefully, before the year ended. Unfortunately, that did not happen. I wasn't able to recover from my 'series of unfortunate events.' And I don't think I will anytime soon.
Maybe my motivation will no longer return. Maybe it is time for me to quit and start anew somewhere else. Or maybe I should just stop thinking.
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