Norms has a new watch. Flip will be buying a PDA anytime soon. Pam will be venturing new places. Enan has a nice new toy dogi.
I've got a new eye candy as well... and I'm trying not to be too obvious. Hehehe...
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My Windows crashes whenever I try to view DVDs, so much for the porn DVDs I borrowed. Haha... Kidding.
Visit my other blog, the side projects project, for more useless information. Emo crap stays here, non-emo crap goes there.
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Sunday, March 27, 2005
There is this new TV series showing in AXN called LOST. I was intrigued by its trialers and teasers so I was looking forward to seeing it. I turned on the tv this morning and saw the rerun of its second episode. Demmet. Didn't know it had began already. Pissed off, I'm now downloading its season one from the net - Thanks to file sharing technologies.
Saw a trailer of CSI: NY as well. One more show to look forward to.
Saw a trailer of CSI: NY as well. One more show to look forward to.
I'm feeling quite weak. Will you comfort and forgive me?
This is a line from one of my favorite songs from Collective Soul. Right now, this is the perfect statement that can describe the mood I'm in right now. I'm feeling quite weak. I always try not to show it but I really do feel weak especially when it comes to emotions. May it be love, pride, self-consciousness, name it... I'm slow at it. Well, I'm still young, inexperienced, and I'm not perfect - I make mistakes and I'm sorry. Will you comfort and forgive me?
Naks, drama ba? Hahaha... To the people I have offended and to those that I may offend in the future due to my stupidity and incapabilities, this one is for you.
This is a line from one of my favorite songs from Collective Soul. Right now, this is the perfect statement that can describe the mood I'm in right now. I'm feeling quite weak. I always try not to show it but I really do feel weak especially when it comes to emotions. May it be love, pride, self-consciousness, name it... I'm slow at it. Well, I'm still young, inexperienced, and I'm not perfect - I make mistakes and I'm sorry. Will you comfort and forgive me?
Naks, drama ba? Hahaha... To the people I have offended and to those that I may offend in the future due to my stupidity and incapabilities, this one is for you.
Thursday, March 24, 2005
There’s improvement at the office. We're finally updated. It is nice to be back on track again.
Today is Holy Thursday. People will be walking towards Antipolo for their vigil. This means some roads will be closed later - well, good luck to me then.
Spongecola's KLSP has been playing over and over on my play list. It has a nice tune and I'm actually feeling KLSP from two specific people at the moment. Hehe... Romance and stalking tendencies, such a nice combination.
Today is Holy Thursday. People will be walking towards Antipolo for their vigil. This means some roads will be closed later - well, good luck to me then.
Spongecola's KLSP has been playing over and over on my play list. It has a nice tune and I'm actually feeling KLSP from two specific people at the moment. Hehe... Romance and stalking tendencies, such a nice combination.
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Crushes, infatuation and admiration.
Do you remember getting those small little uppers when seeing your crush back in high school? When you had to be good at something then so that you'll get noticed by the one you admire? I really can't say this for myself because I went to an exclusive school for boys; but anyway, you do get what I mean, right? When you desire for the attention of another person, you tend to improve yourself to make a good impression. You'll always look clean so that you'll be pleasant to look at. You'll always try to be smart so that they'll know you'll have a bright future ahead of you. You'll try to do the right things hoping that the one you admire will notice you and will be impressed.
Although all these may just be due to infatuation, don't you think that it’s better to stay this way? You get your high just by seeing your eye-candy and at the same you get the chance to improve yourself.
Usually, when a couple becomes a couple, the next step in their relationship is to adjust themselves to accept their partner's negative aspects. They will begin to accept each other the way they really are. Although this really depends on one's character, there will be a little less effort once you're there.
For most couples I know, they were at their best before they became couples.
What a lonely world I live in.
Do you remember getting those small little uppers when seeing your crush back in high school? When you had to be good at something then so that you'll get noticed by the one you admire? I really can't say this for myself because I went to an exclusive school for boys; but anyway, you do get what I mean, right? When you desire for the attention of another person, you tend to improve yourself to make a good impression. You'll always look clean so that you'll be pleasant to look at. You'll always try to be smart so that they'll know you'll have a bright future ahead of you. You'll try to do the right things hoping that the one you admire will notice you and will be impressed.
Although all these may just be due to infatuation, don't you think that it’s better to stay this way? You get your high just by seeing your eye-candy and at the same you get the chance to improve yourself.
Usually, when a couple becomes a couple, the next step in their relationship is to adjust themselves to accept their partner's negative aspects. They will begin to accept each other the way they really are. Although this really depends on one's character, there will be a little less effort once you're there.
For most couples I know, they were at their best before they became couples.
What a lonely world I live in.
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
The Nancy Drew and Hardy Boys Mysteries: The Case of the Missing Boss.
Ate mich and I are on a special mission. We've had our eyes set to look out for any clues that would lead us to the discovery of the missing boss. Could it be possible that he was kidnapped? Or did he just vanished into thin air? Does innocent little sweet girl have anything to do with it? Join us in our adventure to reveal the mystery behind the case of the missing boss.
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Hmmmm... Little red riding hood needs a scarlet letter A hung around her neck.
Happy, happy, joy, joy.
Ate mich and I are on a special mission. We've had our eyes set to look out for any clues that would lead us to the discovery of the missing boss. Could it be possible that he was kidnapped? Or did he just vanished into thin air? Does innocent little sweet girl have anything to do with it? Join us in our adventure to reveal the mystery behind the case of the missing boss.
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Hmmmm... Little red riding hood needs a scarlet letter A hung around her neck.
Happy, happy, joy, joy.
Monday, March 14, 2005
Why does it have to be that everytime I find someone disciplined or someone with good conduct, it would have something to do with not being Roman Catholic. "Ah, kaya pala... born again sya." or "Kaya pala mabait si ganto, Iglesia kasi." Are we Roman Catholics really that bad that we are being stereotyped as the 'lost flock'? We Roman Catholics don't even have to have morals and values to be one. As if its understandable that it is the Roman Catholics who would tend to do evil deeds.
I've got friends that are Baptists, Iglesia ni Kristo, and Born Again. But I don't really care.
I've got friends that are Baptists, Iglesia ni Kristo, and Born Again. But I don't really care.
Sunday, March 13, 2005
Had the longest conversations yesterday.
I had a long talk with Norman about what’s there to expect in the future. We spoke of our goals, our love life and everything else serious. Welcome to the joys of quarter-life transition. I've already spent a quarter of my life and I'm now thinking of how I'll be spending the rest of it.
I had a long talk with JP, about my insecurities and about how at times, the proudest of the proud, do feel self-pity and get emotionally unstable. I let loose of everything I had on my shoulders and I vented out all the anger that kept me from sleeping soundly. It’s nice to have somebody that is not so perfect give you the best advice there is.
I had a long talk with JosephE, an old acquaintance from Don Bosco. I spoke of things that I don't normally speak of with other people. We talked of things that would help us both in our career and we spoke of how we dealt with things after we lost contact for almost 10 years.
I had a long talk with Enan, a newbie at the office. We don't usually talk to each other so conversing with him for a few minutes is long enough. We just talked nonsense. We spoke of nothing important. That made me realize that talking nonsense sometimes does make my day. It reminded me of how not to be so conscious of my disturbed surroundings and to just enjoy the moment.
I had a long talk with Norman about what’s there to expect in the future. We spoke of our goals, our love life and everything else serious. Welcome to the joys of quarter-life transition. I've already spent a quarter of my life and I'm now thinking of how I'll be spending the rest of it.
I had a long talk with JP, about my insecurities and about how at times, the proudest of the proud, do feel self-pity and get emotionally unstable. I let loose of everything I had on my shoulders and I vented out all the anger that kept me from sleeping soundly. It’s nice to have somebody that is not so perfect give you the best advice there is.
I had a long talk with JosephE, an old acquaintance from Don Bosco. I spoke of things that I don't normally speak of with other people. We talked of things that would help us both in our career and we spoke of how we dealt with things after we lost contact for almost 10 years.
I had a long talk with Enan, a newbie at the office. We don't usually talk to each other so conversing with him for a few minutes is long enough. We just talked nonsense. We spoke of nothing important. That made me realize that talking nonsense sometimes does make my day. It reminded me of how not to be so conscious of my disturbed surroundings and to just enjoy the moment.
Thursday, March 10, 2005
PLDT, my provider, is almost always down. This is getting annoying.
Every two months, our team's schedule rotates from the late night shift, to the early night shift, and finally, to the morning shift. Starting last Monday, shifts rotated again, placing us at the early night shift slot.
I like this shift a lot. I get to leave early and I don't need to worry about cleaning up the mess. I sure hope that these next two months will just go by unnoticed and problem-free. Although I like the 'gone in 60 seconds' routine I'm doing right now, I'm still eagerly anticipating our normal morning shift.
There had been a lot of changes at work since the transition. The controversial couple is at it again, I'm meeting new friends, new groups are being formed, and the work load is actually getting less.
Now that I've mentioned it, yes, the controversial couple seems to be at it again. When the cat is away, the mice come out to mingle and make love. I really do hope that they know what they're doing. Personally, I don't really care about what they do but it’s just that, last night, my work got affected because of their 'misplaced' priorities. Tsk, tsk, tsk... I sure hope that this wouldn't happen again or I'll have to intrude.
The Delta Team is almost complete. Their TL is already present; however, she's still undergoing training. Good Luck to her.
The noobs are not so bad at all. There's a noob that's scary, a noob that’s quiet, a noob that’s queer, a noob that’s cool, and there's even a noob that’s capable of replacing the 'bibo'-est of the 'bibo'-es. Hahaha... No civilized word can actually describe that so I'll just stick with 'bibo.'
Anyway, so far, no one has breached their boundaries yet. Everyone's good... well except probably for a certain rust-color-haired boy who deserved to be taught a lesson for linking me with Ate Mich. Hahaha... Kidding.
It's 7:00pm. I'm off to work. Can't be late anymore. hehehe.. Good thing the Internet connection is back up again.
Every two months, our team's schedule rotates from the late night shift, to the early night shift, and finally, to the morning shift. Starting last Monday, shifts rotated again, placing us at the early night shift slot.
I like this shift a lot. I get to leave early and I don't need to worry about cleaning up the mess. I sure hope that these next two months will just go by unnoticed and problem-free. Although I like the 'gone in 60 seconds' routine I'm doing right now, I'm still eagerly anticipating our normal morning shift.
There had been a lot of changes at work since the transition. The controversial couple is at it again, I'm meeting new friends, new groups are being formed, and the work load is actually getting less.
Now that I've mentioned it, yes, the controversial couple seems to be at it again. When the cat is away, the mice come out to mingle and make love. I really do hope that they know what they're doing. Personally, I don't really care about what they do but it’s just that, last night, my work got affected because of their 'misplaced' priorities. Tsk, tsk, tsk... I sure hope that this wouldn't happen again or I'll have to intrude.
The Delta Team is almost complete. Their TL is already present; however, she's still undergoing training. Good Luck to her.
The noobs are not so bad at all. There's a noob that's scary, a noob that’s quiet, a noob that’s queer, a noob that’s cool, and there's even a noob that’s capable of replacing the 'bibo'-est of the 'bibo'-es. Hahaha... No civilized word can actually describe that so I'll just stick with 'bibo.'
Anyway, so far, no one has breached their boundaries yet. Everyone's good... well except probably for a certain rust-color-haired boy who deserved to be taught a lesson for linking me with Ate Mich. Hahaha... Kidding.
It's 7:00pm. I'm off to work. Can't be late anymore. hehehe.. Good thing the Internet connection is back up again.
Sunday, March 6, 2005
Thursday, March 3, 2005
Music tag? Hmmm.. I'll play along too..
Random 10
Set your player on shuffle, or on random play, or whatever. What are the first ten songs that play?
1. Hang - Matchbox20
2. Breathing - Lifehouse
3. River Constantine - Jars of Clay
4. Daffodil Lament - Cranberries
5. These Days - Bamboo
6. King of Pain - Alanis Morissette
7. Sige - 6 Cycle Mind
8. All at Sea - Jamie Cullum
9. Comforter Has Come - Jars of Clay
10. He (Acoustic) - Jars of Clay
Total amount of music:
This is hard. On what unit should I base this on? CDs, Albums, GBs? Hmm.. When I like the music - I buy the Album so all in all, I have a whole cabinet of 100+ tapes, 40+ original audio CDs and more or less 5GB of archived MP3s.
Last CD you bought?
The last CD I bought was Bamboo and Cambio. However, my latest CDs were actually not bought but were instead given to me as a gift last Christmas - Sandwich (Thanks to the Moon's Gravitational Pull) and Sugarfree (Dramachine).
Last song you listened to before this message:
I just went to the Jars of Clay concert last night so the last song I listened to would be Tea and Sympathy since that was their final act.
5 songs you listen to a lot and mean a lot to you:
Cradle of Amber - Ending theme from the anime "Rave." This song reminds me of someone special that I miss so much. Hu, hu, hu...
No Such Thing - John Mayer
Breathing - Lifehouse
Wherever you will go - The Calling
Me - Paula Cole
Wait! I have a sixth!
Passenger Seat - Stephen Speaks
...NOW I'M SAD! DEMMET JP!
Who are the three people you're going to pass this stick to?
None! My music loving friends don't have blogs. Probably Mark Terrado, my sister, Shane, and Aleng.
Random 10
Set your player on shuffle, or on random play, or whatever. What are the first ten songs that play?
1. Hang - Matchbox20
2. Breathing - Lifehouse
3. River Constantine - Jars of Clay
4. Daffodil Lament - Cranberries
5. These Days - Bamboo
6. King of Pain - Alanis Morissette
7. Sige - 6 Cycle Mind
8. All at Sea - Jamie Cullum
9. Comforter Has Come - Jars of Clay
10. He (Acoustic) - Jars of Clay
Total amount of music:
This is hard. On what unit should I base this on? CDs, Albums, GBs? Hmm.. When I like the music - I buy the Album so all in all, I have a whole cabinet of 100+ tapes, 40+ original audio CDs and more or less 5GB of archived MP3s.
Last CD you bought?
The last CD I bought was Bamboo and Cambio. However, my latest CDs were actually not bought but were instead given to me as a gift last Christmas - Sandwich (Thanks to the Moon's Gravitational Pull) and Sugarfree (Dramachine).
Last song you listened to before this message:
I just went to the Jars of Clay concert last night so the last song I listened to would be Tea and Sympathy since that was their final act.
5 songs you listen to a lot and mean a lot to you:
Cradle of Amber - Ending theme from the anime "Rave." This song reminds me of someone special that I miss so much. Hu, hu, hu...
No Such Thing - John Mayer
Breathing - Lifehouse
Wherever you will go - The Calling
Me - Paula Cole
Wait! I have a sixth!
Passenger Seat - Stephen Speaks
...NOW I'M SAD! DEMMET JP!
Who are the three people you're going to pass this stick to?
None! My music loving friends don't have blogs. Probably Mark Terrado, my sister, Shane, and Aleng.