"Never let someone be your priority while allowing yourself to be just their option."

I got this from Dha's YM status this morning. The timing couldn't have been better. If this happened to us, what does it make us? Hehe...

Each time you do this to me, I grow even stronger.

One day I'll stop taking abuse from you. One day, I'll become resilient. One day, I'll just stop caring.

And when that day comes, I know that everyone will be happy.

There are several things in life that can't be explained. Sometimes, the things that we've known to be correct and logical may be wrong. Sometimes, what we've known to be irrational may be the things that are right. There are some things in life that are just way beyond us - beyond our comprehension and mental capacity. We may not notice it, but every day, we encounter things like that. We do not know why we have to do stuff but we still do them anyway.

We don't really know if there is a god and yet we keep our faith. We are not sure if the medicine we took will get rid of our ailments and yet we hope and risk everything by taking them. We are not sure if we can really trust the people around us, and yet we do.

There are several reasons behind this. Maybe we do things because it is dictated by our society. Maybe we do things because they are traditions that oblige us to follow without thinking. Maybe we've done our research or maybe we just do things because of plain ignorance. There are several other factors that make it even more confusing. There's religion, authorities, even your parents and friends may add to it.

For me, I try to see life as something simple. The most important factor that we should look at first is ourselves. If we are uncertain about things, it is important that we act on it based on what our hearts say. I choose to believe in God and I strongly believe that he gave us free will for a very good reason. I was given this mind so that I can think for myself and differentiate what is right from what is wrong. We shouldn't do things because a priest said so... or because our parents and friends said so... or because society dictates it. They may be wrong for all we know.

There are several things in life that we can't explain, however, just because we can't explain them doesn't mean they should be confusing. If your heart says that what you are doing is right for you, then it is most probably right for you.


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I can't justify if this is indeed right but I still chose to post this because this is what my heart tells me to do. This is what I feel is right for me and I know that I should be trying harder.