I'm home alone tonight. They're all out having fun while I chose to stay here, alone... mumbling - but contented.

I don't like going out anyway.

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I'm an underachiever. I can't believe I'm turning my back on "...choosing the better things." Aaaarrgh! I've still got 2 more months to get my act together.

"One day you'll understand how much you have me
One day you'll realize we have it easy
If an expression of love is what you need to believe
All I can offer you is me
I'm all I can offer you right now"

Such beautiful words can never come from me. This one's from my newest favorite band. I'd be surprised if you know who they are.

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Speaking of favorite bands, I miss seeing Urbandub live.

We had all 4 seasons in a day yesterday. Rain and sun kept alternating every 30 minutes. I didn't know it was possible but it happened. Rain poured hard all morning - typhoon-hard. It was raining until noon. Just minutes after 12, the sun lit up like it was summer. It seemed as if it was the sun-shiniest day - until just after a few more minutes, rain fell hard again. Having almost 0 visibility, you'd cancel all your activities and just stay home. But like the most annoying plot twists, the sun came up again as if nothing happened. This cycle went on for the rest of the day. Later that night, it rained ice. Hehe... cool.

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I'm looking for a good web host for this new site I'm working on. I have no idea where to start looking.

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I've just finished downloading the new Naruto Shippuuden movie. At last, its done. We have terrible internet speeds here.

A lot of my friends don't know what Naruto is. They kept asking me "Is it really that good? You've been watching that for years now." Norman even asked me for copies of the earlier episodes so that he can check if its really addictive. Well, good luck then. I believe thats five years worth of weekly episodes. Haha... Lucky for me, I started watching the series just after its first year.

I really am not in the mood for a recap episode. After 2 years, I've decided to blog again. I usually post entries when I'm depressed. Well, guess what? Today, as confirmed by the online depression tests I took earlier, I NEED to blog again.

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Wow! Now that I've realized it, 2 years went by without me blogging. That's 2 years without problems. Yay! 2 years!

Hmmm... Have I been really problem-free? Or did I just not have the time to post? Yeah, its the later. It just so happened that I had friends and hobbies that helped take my mind off the negative stuff. I had WoW (World of Warcraft) and my online friends to entertain me, Norman to listen to my office-related rants, my family to back me up and support me with every move I make - and now... nothing. I'm completely out of my comfort zone. Exiled.

In fairness, I'm exiled to a first world country. Haha... I shouldn't be complaining.

It's all about the drama.

I really don't like what's going on but it is definitely for the better. All I need now is a little bit more patience and some anti-depressants.

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Everyone seems to be hooked with Gossip Girl, except for me. I just don't get it. I watched 13 episodes of it with my aunt last weekend. She liked it so we got to have a GG marathon - I just watched along. I really don't understand people's fascination with the rich and the famous.

I think I'll be sticking with my usual TV series - and zombie movies.

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(Ding! With a matching lightbulb above my head.) Wouldn't it be cool to have a TV series with a post-apocalyptic zombie-movie-like theme? Har har... I wouldn't be surprised if I'll be the only one watching it.

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I'm a noob again when it comes to blogging. I'm now trying out these 'labels'. What's the deal here? Should I be keeping a list of all my tags? Hmm... Maybe a list will be available after I publish this post. Anyway, I hope this works.